Music is the anti-drug to my problem. To me music isnt just words on a page, or sounds in my ear but its a feeling, a way of life. There is always a song to make me feel better, or when im sad a song that can relate. There are many different types and genres of music: Instrumental, Rock, Rap, Country, Swing, Jazz, Classical, Reagge and more. My ipod is my way of escaping from the world. Most people dont understand, that for me escaping to the land of music, even for a moment is better than a lifetime in this world of reality. Today wasn't bad but mom did come home and automatically start yelling. I was cleaning my room all day but I guess that wasn't enough. I should have done dishes and watched shane too. I do alot around here and I always feel like its not enough. I know she works hard but she needs to realize that I do too. Soon I will be getting a job and I wont be able to do everything. Oh well, im going to listen to my ipod. See you soon.