Things are getting beter. Gram isnt flipping out as much anymore and im not thinking about chris as much. It still hurts sometimes. Missing him and all. I try to think about us hanging out and having a good time not me leaving to go back home. I dont think leaving this time will be as easy as it has been before. I really like him but there is nothing i can do if he doesnt like me back in the same way. All i can is accept it and be his friend. Hopefully everything works out for the best.